Hey there

I got into a car crash yesterday, it wasn't too serious some idiot just decided to forget the brakes and crashed right into me from behind. His car got really busted while mine only had a few scratches .. I love my baby Dodge ^^

Anyway I thought I didnt get hurt in the crash but after I came home, I started to feel my left wrist hurt a bit. So I went to my Dad (who has the hands of a fucking mircle worker) and he messaged it for me I asked him about how he learned this stuff and he said he got it from my granfather who used to put back bone and heal broken one I had no idea!

Anyway the vein in my left arm is completely stretched and I have to have it wrapped all the time, I did get the wrap this afternood and the pain spread to my elbows so iit started to hurt again.

Having one arm at work is no fun. I was typing and doing everything with one arm it annoyed the hell out of me lol, but since it did start to hurt again I am currently typing with one arm

Took forever to post this hahaha

I really thought that this was going to a good day at work, until a manager decided to ruin my mood

I am a very social person at work, I like to go around the office and ask how everyone is doing today but I don’t take too long with chatting and that sort of stuff

So I sat down next to two friends of mine and they started to ask if I knew any accounting systems that they could use with me being a technical person. So I started to ask them about the requirements and give some recommendations on a few systems that I know

Now our department has different sections in it and for each one there is a separate manager managing his team. One manager who has absolutely no authority over me or my manager just happened to pass our table and gave me a look, I didn’t pay her any mind since I never liked her to begin with

In the middle of my conversation with my friends, another staff member came up and told me that my manager wants to see me so I got up and went to his office. He told me that someone sent a complain regarding me moving around the office too much and not staying in my seat

My mind immediately went to that manager
And what confirmed it was the smug look she gave me when she saw me sitting in my office

Fucking bitch I have the urge to wipe the smug look off her face.

I mean what right do you have to send a complain against me when you have no idea what was our conversation about, she might have thought that I was gossiping but she could have came up and asked what we were talking about rather than send a complain to my own manager emphasizing hat I gossip all the time and not do my work

What bugs me the most is the fact that she has nothing to do with me or the section that I work in completely My section is even in a different department but we happen to be in the same room so she has no business complaining to anyone, I could be break dancing and it wouldn’t concern her

Like I said I never liked her to begin with, her being the snobbish bitch who thinks everyone should do whatever she says when she is not even the department manager herself.

Oh and what’s worse is that her cousin happens to work in the same section as I do so I can’t really bitch to her about it. her cousin is still under the probation period and she gets in late or doesn’t come in at all to the office and when she does she’s always going to the cafeteria or going out for errands and the bitch never says anything about it!!!!

But you know what, 15 minutes later I decided to go and say hi again to everyone, making sure that super bitch sees me because I know she cant do a damn thing about it other than complain. My manager knows that I am a hard working person, that I do the best that I can and that I am a very social person .. I even talk to him sometimes about irrelevant topic so i dont think he'll give that bitch  any regard

SKILLET!

They are my favorite band ever! even though they are underestimated and not that well know, I'm a major panhead and would travel through MANY cities to see them live

*headdesks several times in attempt to stay awake in class*

Have the urge to flip the teacher off when he asks me to pay attention

so its 1 am and I'm still awake

I used to always stay up until 2 am but after going into work and having college in the evenings, 1 am seems super late to me

so basically whats keeping me up is a Quality system report that I have to do for one of my classes, its not due tomorrow but it is vital that I get it done tonight because I have much more assignments that i need to focuse on and I wont be able to finish everything if i dont get this done tonight

looks like an all nighter to me ... where's the coffee

maybe I should stop watching all the seasons of project runway

Ramadan just flew for me! It passed s fast I didnt even notice, there is only two days left and I didnt really feel it this year I dont know why

so Eid is coming up and I'm kinda excited about it, I am ready which is surprising since in every Eid I would find myself panicking because I am not ready


we'll be going to my Uncle's country house for the Festivities and I'm really happy about it

So I got the week off from work and college but I dont think I will have fun in it, Got too much assignments that needs to be done 

hate it when profs do that

just thats all from me today
Got to get back to work on my report

So my dad is back from the hospital, his making a full recovery which really was a good thing for my nerves .. I'll admit that I am a worry wort but I cant help it lol

it will take around 2 weeks for a full recovery, he will be in pain for some time but at least the dangerous part has gone by.

As for my friends, on the day of the operation, they asked me again if I was going with them and I told them flat out no!

They understood (they better lol) and even came to visit dad before going for lunch. M called me during thier outing and left me on speaker to say Hi to them, then F called me afterwards and began to chat with me, i guess in a way they made me forget about my worries

p.s they planned another day out on thursday just for me now that my dad is alright

Today was just the worse day ever in 2009!

Everything that could go wrong did go wrong

First of all I had the right side of my car completely scratched by some asshole who didn’t even bother to leave his number behind to that i could fix it

No problem... I had to deal with asshole and cars lately

My dad heath was not the best over the past couple of days and today he had it so bad that he had to be admitted into the hospital... turns out that he has a kidney stone that needs to removed as soon as possible so he's going to have surgery tomorrow

I know that a kidney stone isn’t the worse thing in the world ... I don’t know much about it but seeing my dad in that state was nerve wrenching to me.


My friends and I did have some plans to hang out tomorrow before going on a business meeting with some girl from a random company that one of my friend (Lets call her C for now) wants me and my other two friends (lets call them M and F) to join .. I had no problems with it but with my dad in hospital there is no way I would go and have fun since I was not going to be in any mood for it while he is in there in pain

All three of them have canceled several previous plans over the years... I have known C, M and F all my life so it isn’t really a surprise or a big thing for anyone to cancel... Even if it was for stupid stuff

So now when I had to be in hospital with my dad they tell me that I can’t cancel on Thursday and I have to be there

BULLSHIT!

I mean all three know my parents, know how close I am to them I would at least expected them to be considerate and postponed the meeting with some random person over their friend for over a decade but no they had to go and nag at me on the messenger and calls until eventually I had tears in my eyes

I don’t know if I cried for my dad in particular... These last couple of days I had everything bottled up or is it because I just realized that I have friends who don’t seem to care that I have more important priorities in my life

I, of course don’t want C to see or hear my broken voice and tears said that I will try my best to be there... But made no promises

I really feel like crap today